my prayer is that i will see my little brother billy again soon. it breaks my heart every day that im not with him, hes been with me since the day he was born until last august. he is my best friend and holds my heart in his hands. lord you know how special he is to me and that i would do anything for his happiness and safety. i pray you help me be a better role model for him than i used to be when we were younger. i love him,
my ultimate prayer
my ultimate prayer is that God will help me do the right things in life and show the right examples for others. if i dont make the right choices i pray that He will help me learn from them, im not perfect and he knows that.
coming baby
my prayer for the next 8 months is that my girlfriend will be healthy and the baby as well.i did not sin to bring this baby in the world but i will take care of it like i did. i pray that God blesses me with good parenting skills and blesses my girlfriend with good health during the prgnancy. i pray the baby comes out healthy. i pray for the strength to do whatever it takes to be a good daddy and partner because hard times are coming for us. i pray for help to find a good job so i can support the baby and my girlfriend. and i pray for the understanding of this situation by others. this is really hard for me and i am so young Lord, but i want to do what is right in your eyes so show me Lord the way you choose for me and lead me away from the path of destruction.
when i miss her
Lord i pray for the strength to get throught those days that i can not talk to the love of my life, the woman i want to spend the rest of my life together with. its so hard when i miss her when all i want to do is hear her voice. i just dont know what to do with myself sometimes. but i know you can get me through it as long as i get my strength through you. i ask forgiveness for the times i havnt done so and tried to rely on my own strength and just ended up realizing in the end that i cant do it.
getting through arguments
Lord, yesterday i had a fight with april or more like a misunderstanding but we made it through it. i thank you for that and pray for the patience and understanding to continue to do that in future times. i know we will have problems and it will get hard but i pray for the strength and to remember not to jump to conclusions and to remember that i love her with all my heart. i dont want to hurt her on any circumstances and would never do so on purpose lord. i pray you will continue to guide me in your way and not mine because in my way i will fail and this relationship would fall apart. i thank you for such a beutiful woman with such a big heart to love me. i am blessed more than i can know and i thank you every day for that. i pray that she knows and remembers how much i do love her everyday. and how much i appreciate her.
give me strength
lord, give me strength when i feel i have no more. give me patience and the strength to continue being patient. i am so weak at times but i know that anytime i call i you you can reboot me up and help me continue going. i pray for the strength to run on trust and faith and not my own thinking. i pray you answer the questions i have about my relationship with april and continue to have us grow closer
